I looked outside...the first thing i noticed..I am sweating all over...I turned on the bloody aircond without opening my eyesbut after awhile I noticed...I AM NOT IN ADELAIDE...I stand up, after around 6 years staying in this roomI never noticed my room had changed so muchI,Looked at the air soft guns dad bought me throughout the yearsLooked at the pikachu i threw at bro halfway sleep walking or jumping...Looked at the photos....Looked at the big ultraman and the map i drew of the fantasy world i createdLooked at all the novels i bought...Looked at the curtains...Looked through my highschool textbooks and the funny drawings insideLooked at the poster of John Terry and beckham( which is full of bullet holes)I even found a piece of paper which is full of writings by me,D,Foo,Vince and luke the paper's from way back...suppose form 2 or 3, during puan chaw's tuition...and i even found the pokeman toys which i use to play with...but at last.... one thingone thing that,I can't help but noticed...this is no longer my place...no longer the place i use to locked myself in and cried over stupid relation breakups, poor results , arguments....no longer the place i call MY personal space,no longer the place i wanted to stay in and think of my future,no longer the place mom nagged me and bro for fighting...may be this is part of the growing stage...
I don't know
...or may be one day when i wake up and realize
damn..this is my room again...
dammit...bro's right...i woke up the next day and asked myself....why the hell am i here...
yea...KY said we should feel happy cause we are back...cause we can be with our family...yeah she memang ada point...
but other than that...why am I here?
frens all chiao edi although they did came back....=) thanks ppl...but what about weekdays? ==...
the million dollar question...==...
anyway happy belated birthday to EUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu the short dumbo...
Chiao...
Rice....=)...
