Live goes on

and yet I'm still fretting over the past.

Nope, I've not entirely given up yet.

but hell this is hard.

What to do? smile...even if its hard to

Smile to finalize the deal,

Smile to make sure its alright.

Being tough has never been an option, being in this position I can't afford to break down.

At least not now.

Weather's crap.

Life's pretty much lifeless.

That's all? nah

I will continue to crap on.

like I had always been since 91. no wait, make it 94 I think I learned to talk when I was three.

Am really missing the life pre-life.

How stupid was I. no it was nice really.

seriously it was really nice.

yes i think i should stop talking now.

yes I should.

p/s: SABARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :)))) than SABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRR

spaghetti will never snap into two

heh..abt my title try that...:P

anyway chiao...:D

=)

I am gonna get my degree in three years time(tambah la tahun ini)...both for my parents, grandpa and her...=)....I promise I will...=D

gosh

Seriously 24 hours straight tak buka my mulut and din talk to a person is a personal record...

FML

My Confession.

Dear God,

I hereby sincerely apologize to one particular person for my past mistake. The choice I had made. Chow Di Sheng shall be the witness *yes I am obviously forcing you*....=.= I swear to god I shall never do this kind of shit ever again. * Slap myself Twice*

Zhao Farn.

Obviously only Chow Di Sheng knew about this. =D

HAAHHAA LOVES gossiping LOL

- EnJuNz says:

you not yet wish me CNY lah

- -

happy chinese new year

xD

[Zhao farn] says:

HAHAH see i nice to en jun so en jun loves me!

he tells me everything <3

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

GONG HEI FAT CHOIII

[Zhao farn] says:

HAHHAHA

- EnJuNz says:

hahaaha

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

=.=

- EnJuNz says:

oka okay

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

enjun.. how can u just ditched me like that

gosh

I seriously gotta stop being like this...the "fuck-it-watever" phrase...

For some reason...I suddenly misses my OBM instructors....Dina, (i forgot her name), and Eddy....=(

Eddy always look up on me...but i did upset him...the kayak expedition I "die die" also dun wanna become the leader of the expedition...=.=

Dina...she is like the typical sweet malay lady who will make sure you are comfortable with everything she took the trouble waking up in three in the morning because one of my dorm mate vomitted....(may be she has to i dunno =P)...

and the instructor who I forgot her name...my bad.....well she is the type who will protect you and has the special motherly figure and "aura" and i remember ken-ji only wanted to talk to her when he had this home sick...anyway what happened to kenji...=.=...I have three different good mates on three different courses in OBM...


Eeee i miss them...=(
and i miss OBM...=(
and in case you people had no idea what is OBM....it stands for Outward Bound School Malaysia.
=D...and whats Ouward Bound School?? here's the link
www.outwardbound.com.my
~>zhao_farn