gosh

I seriously gotta stop being like this...the "fuck-it-watever" phrase...

For some reason...I suddenly misses my OBM instructors....Dina, (i forgot her name), and Eddy....=(

Eddy always look up on me...but i did upset him...the kayak expedition I "die die" also dun wanna become the leader of the expedition...=.=

Dina...she is like the typical sweet malay lady who will make sure you are comfortable with everything she took the trouble waking up in three in the morning because one of my dorm mate vomitted....(may be she has to i dunno =P)...

and the instructor who I forgot her name...my bad.....well she is the type who will protect you and has the special motherly figure and "aura" and i remember ken-ji only wanted to talk to her when he had this home sick...anyway what happened to kenji...=.=...I have three different good mates on three different courses in OBM...


Eeee i miss them...=(
and i miss OBM...=(
and in case you people had no idea what is OBM....it stands for Outward Bound School Malaysia.
=D...and whats Ouward Bound School?? here's the link
www.outwardbound.com.my
~>zhao_farn

Its a different world out there

This post is actually directed to someone...

I know i might expect some criticism from this particular someone

but i just have to do it.....i cannot bear stand

Seriously....its a different world out there....and this is a modern world...its the 21st century...children growing up getting into a relationship is a normal oor should i say...common....even my parents who use to go against the teenagers relationship thing is now okay with it...(mind me people...my mom's very strick...=.=) but seriously mom's getting slacker on us.....cause i think she knew me and my bro's getting elder each year and i think they know they should not control us that much and try to let us experience stuff ourselves...of cause she constantly remind us of few things....drugs(which i will never do)..gambling( yeap i went to the casino and saw all those moody faces and i know it'll be bad it i''m to return again...but i end up being a happy man the first time there =))....friends....this is one particular stuff which even my dad who i can say is a well respected figure among the timber businesses...temple and the toi san assaociation...he constantly remind us of mixing with the right kind of friends and so yea i did...I dare say so far I've made very good friends...

seriously on the relationship side....no matter you believe it anot denying will not solve the problem...let me ask one question...giving freedom is not that hard...a person learns by experiencing it...controling will only make things worse...

anyway i don't mean to offend anyone or anyperson....whoever felt offended there will only be two reasons for it...yes its either the person's not giving any reason for him/herselves to be more liberal or yes...he/she might have a problem in giving freedom to people...
thats all i wanna say....

thanks

~>zhao farn

p/s: i seriously got a bit offended by the remarks...just a bit...but not too offended cause I did not do anything like he/she said...=D i shall not admit....so yea....