Zhao farn's lil crapbox

Live goes on

2011-02-16T04:47:00.000-08:00

and yet I'm still fretting over the past.

Nope, I've not entirely given up yet.

but hell this is hard.

What to do? smile...even if its hard to

Smile to finalize the deal,

Smile to make sure its alright.

Being tough has never been an option, being in this position I can't afford to break down.

At least not now.

Weather's crap.

Life's pretty much lifeless.

That's all? nah

I will continue to crap on.

like I had always been since 91. no wait, make it 94 I think I learned to talk when I was three.

Am really missing the life pre-life.

How stupid was I. no it was nice really.

seriously it was really nice.

yes i think i should stop talking now.

yes I should.

p/s: SABARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :)))) than SABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRR

spaghetti will never snap into two

2010-12-02T13:48:00.000-08:00

heh..abt my title try that...:P

anyway chiao...:D

=)

2010-03-02T05:02:00.001-08:00

I am gonna get my degree in three years time(tambah la tahun ini)...both for my parents, grandpa and her...=)....I promise I will...=D

gosh

2010-02-25T06:53:00.000-08:00

Seriously 24 hours straight tak buka my mulut and din talk to a person is a personal record...

FML

My Confession.

2010-02-21T00:43:00.000-08:00

Dear God,

I hereby sincerely apologize to one particular person for my past mistake. The choice I had made. Chow Di Sheng shall be the witness *yes I am obviously forcing you*....=.= I swear to god I shall never do this kind of shit ever again. * Slap myself Twice*

Zhao Farn.

Obviously only Chow Di Sheng knew about this. =D

HAAHHAA LOVES gossiping LOL

2010-02-13T09:28:00.000-08:00

- EnJuNz says:

you not yet wish me CNY lah

- -

happy chinese new year

[Zhao farn] says:

HAHAH see i nice to en jun so en jun loves me!

he tells me everything <3

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

GONG HEI FAT CHOIII

[Zhao farn] says:

HAHHAHA

- EnJuNz says:

hahaaha

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

=.=

- EnJuNz says:

oka okay

[c=10]Vince[/c] says:

enjun.. how can u just ditched me like that

gosh

2010-01-11T11:40:00.000-08:00

I seriously gotta stop being like this...the "fuck-it-watever" phrase...

For some reason...I suddenly misses my OBM instructors....Dina, (i forgot her name), and Eddy....=(

Eddy always look up on me...but i did upset him...the kayak expedition I "die die" also dun wanna become the leader of the expedition...=.=

Dina...she is like the typical sweet malay lady who will make sure you are comfortable with everything she took the trouble waking up in three in the morning because one of my dorm mate vomitted....(may be she has to i dunno =P)...

and the instructor who I forgot her name...my bad.....well she is the type who will protect you and has the special motherly figure and "aura" and i remember ken-ji only wanted to talk to her when he had this home sick...anyway what happened to kenji...=.=...I have three different good mates on three different courses in OBM...

Eeee i miss them...=(
and i miss OBM...=(
and in case you people had no idea what is OBM....it stands for Outward Bound School Malaysia.
=D...and whats Ouward Bound School?? here's the link
www.outwardbound.com.my
~>zhao_farn

Its a different world out there

2010-01-03T01:35:00.000-08:00

This post is actually directed to someone...

I know i might expect some criticism from this particular someone

but i just have to do it.....i cannot bear stand

Seriously....its a different world out there....and this is a modern world...its the 21st century...children growing up getting into a relationship is a normal oor should i say...common....even my parents who use to go against the teenagers relationship thing is now okay with it...(mind me people...my mom's very strick...=.=) but seriously mom's getting slacker on us.....cause i think she knew me and my bro's getting elder each year and i think they know they should not control us that much and try to let us experience stuff ourselves...of cause she constantly remind us of few things....drugs(which i will never do)..gambling( yeap i went to the casino and saw all those moody faces and i know it'll be bad it i''m to return again...but i end up being a happy man the first time there =))....friends....this is one particular stuff which even my dad who i can say is a well respected figure among the timber businesses...temple and the toi san assaociation...he constantly remind us of mixing with the right kind of friends and so yea i did...I dare say so far I've made very good friends...

seriously on the relationship side....no matter you believe it anot denying will not solve the problem...let me ask one question...giving freedom is not that hard...a person learns by experiencing it...controling will only make things worse...

anyway i don't mean to offend anyone or anyperson....whoever felt offended there will only be two reasons for it...yes its either the person's not giving any reason for him/herselves to be more liberal or yes...he/she might have a problem in giving freedom to people...
thats all i wanna say....

thanks

~>zhao farn

p/s: i seriously got a bit offended by the remarks...just a bit...but not too offended cause I did not do anything like he/she said...=D i shall not admit....so yea....

Thanks Sky City Casino

2009-12-05T03:56:00.000-08:00

This is what i call free money HAHAHAHAH

~>chiao

a web of bonds i'll remember always...

2009-11-30T10:36:00.001-08:00

yes people...after abandoning my blog for so freakin long...yes i am back....

was just blog hopping for the past one and a half hour...

eff ENL....

after looking at everyone's blog...

I am glad....

everyone's enjoying life back in malaysia...

seriously....

I can't deny but to say i seriously misses you people back in ipoh...

I've been denying since the day i left that i am alright...
this is my new life

I am not complaining....the gang of friends here in adel's great...=D

in fact, they are my most hardworking friends ever...=.=...(except for chiew, brian and phil la)

hahaha...

back to the topic....

staying up late this few nights seriously made me think...

what had i achieved back in my highschool days...

the only answers i can actually tell myself without lying is that...=.=...my friends....

seriously what about all those hoo-haas about studies....

=.= i did study...wait did I?....no i never did...=.=...may be abit...history and stuff..(hey I've got distiction for all my history exams...=D)

anyway...what about all those nights....before finals everyyear....oh hey may be those were the times....=.=...and most of the time I'm awake because I've to accompany serene teh...=.=...lucky girl ain't she....=p....

but back to the point....

I'm seriously missing all my childhood friends...(i mean seriously childhood frens...=.=...)

Foo~> the picture poh posted in facebook seriously reminded me yet again we've been mates for so many years (kindergarten infact)...==....and you are still that comical....=.=

D~> dude, I've known you since primary school...at first, i thought you were some kind of jerk...but hey we're best of mates now...lol...and YOU MISSES ME TOO I KNOW! HAHAHHA yes...=.=...this sounds so gay....(enjun shut up)

Vince~> with D and foo....I've been frens with you and classmates for a very long time...=.=....nearly my whole secondary school life except form 2 and 3...I daresay you sometimes are a effing jerk...but hey...what-the-hell...you are still my mate...=D...I'll remember how i annoyed you back in the classrooms...EVEN WHEN YOU WERE SLEEPING HAHAHA

Bok~> dude...I've known you since primary three wei...mrs lim tuition...yes you were a complete jerk back than...=.=...and i was so freakin innocent that i was called an idiot and did not responded to a thing in the swimming pool in ISC....YES! I DON't THink YOU REMEMBER this..=.=....but i do...=P....

Luke~> yes...you too...=.=...we were classmates and mates since primary three too....but dunno what the hell happened to you after std 4....but yea...we started to hang out again in secondary school....i still remember the days when i call you every single night just to chat...i still remember how you comforted me after you know what hahaa...

Mao~> hahahaha...=.=...you were some sort of the joker of the gang...though all of us memang jokers la...captain of zeus team sia....HAHAHAHA...kenal you only in form one....by then dah macam sozhai...hahaha....but your kiddy round face picture of yours in your wallet still leaves a big and deep impression on my mind even right now....=.=...anyway...DAH ADA LUI....anyway how's your girlfriend? HAHAHHA

Joo Zjin~> =.=....they guy who is now the same height as me...NO FAIR....=.=....dah tak boleh kutuk you shorty...since young the smallest guy....but eng dao eh! LOL....=.=...know you since primary lol...eh remember the deal k? between the three of us...=D....niahahha... di sheng TOO!

Lee Yuen Yang~> =D EH GAY ASS....ahhaha my mate and my first ever friend to leave me and go some far far away place(which is like 2 hours flight away from me now...== not that far after all)...DAMN YOU MAN DAMN YOU....T____T as gay as ever...but started to change *unlike enjun*...=D eh see you back in malaysia k? we banyak catching up to do...=D

Serene Teh~> yes...you qualified....=.=...happy bo? though now i think you must be cracking your head because of the finals which is like tommorow...=.=....yes yes....YOU REJECTED my offer as a dinner date for our graduation and went with D! HAH! evil....=.=....=P....*stab D in the heart*.....=D...anyway...=.=...thanks for being my secret vault for a long long time...=D and the one who kept me awake during past exams...=.=....not this one though HAHA...=.=...anyway...you'll forever be the dumb-lil-sister-i-never-had-but-still-is-my-sister so yea...so whichever way you changed you'll still be the same to me...=D

Siew Hui~> heeeeee....undenialbly you were the one who opened the gate for me in dealing with girls...=.=...seriously....you were like the first girl i know and got close to in my life....

Chai Kar YOKE~> heh....i still remember you okayyy? HAHA....=.=....the first girl i ever got to know in my life wei...i mean...the one i still remember her name! LOL so yea i'll make you first since i still remember your name...=.=...we know each other since when ar? std 3 or4? chinese tuition...LOL....=.=....still remember the ribena i brought to tuition...? HAHAHA...=.=....

Xin yi~> well....made a deep black mark between the both us....so yea...we had our good times and bad times....so yeahhhh.....haha though now it no longer really matters...and hey at least we are good friends now...=D....

they are many others which i know are suppose to be in this lists....but hey...its 6 am....=.=....so i should not waste my time blogging...i should really study now or sleep...=.=....so sorry people

anyway since en jun's 6856789657689456789123214 KM away....ok la include him in the list la since i only get close to HER oh my sorry HIM in form four....

ENjun~> eh bitch...=.=....seriously dunno why....I misses you...CALL ME GAY LA...HAHAHAHA....and EH YOU KNOW WHAT...except for Di sheng you were the only one I've been mentioning alot in my blog eh HAPPY BO???!!!.....eh cepat balik...=.= i nak go starbucks with you again...=D

-end-

~>zhao farn
p/s...=.=...screw maths
p/s/s- seriously screw maths
p/s/s- RAR....=.=...fear me....

Thanks greg

2009-10-13T08:29:00.000-07:00

I know there is a very high chance that you'll randomly google your name just in case any of your students write bad stuff about you...and guess wat...

thats what i'm about to do....

o0o=_=o0o you!

aAwwwhhh

2009-10-06T10:42:00.000-07:00

Its official...

I am seriously....

MISSING
CHOW DI SHENG!
LEE SHENG ZHANG!
LUKE!
MAO!
VINCE!
FOO!
JASOON!
MOOI!
CHEAH!
JAMES!
SHUM!
and finally
GAY ASS EN JUN...=(

I miss the mamak days...I miss form 5...and seriously....I miss school....=(
awhhhhh.....I miss the shits we used to do back than.....=(
where's everyone...awwhhhh
=( even Bok which stays VERY near to me in adel is always not available...awhhhh...=(
*sniff*
Gay ass En Jun is like 123867192371289371 km away....=(
D is still that big size...=( ok ok this is random...+P
Vince is still that fat....xD niahahha yes i am getting more and more evil people.....

~>zhao farn...
p/s: yes people...this is a very gay post but don't ask me why...=-=

Tune

2009-09-22T18:07:00.000-07:00

I looked out and wondered

why? why this feeling again? This is not the feeling i wanna...

==...gosh...fucked....

Adelaide maniacs =P

2009-09-15T07:50:00.000-07:00

Ppl who i eventually got close to in the lil town of townsville eh sorry sorry er adelaide....

ok ok

I shall start from
Alex hong- ello my ex-gay partner...yea yea...i ditch you....anyway a guy who lost his identity...we did discuss about this why and how...=) lol for more info contact 1800-why-how...=)
anyway he is a multi-talented-rich-ass-not-bad-looking guy....so yea i ditched him because i find him too clingy...=P...xD....anyway he is a niceeee guy...did i mention that he is a bloody damn poser as well...lol...yes...

Azizul- =) one of the first few "new" malaysian who i first knew lol...(who had trouble identifying me) LOL use to be our only chef =P but than after dunno since when this dude over here stop cooking for us so yea....chiew and philip shared and took his helm....anyway he did inspire me on some dishes...=) thanks man....anyway he is the "malaysia wikipedia" hahahah lol cause seriously he knows nearly everything....but actually more like a general encyclopedia...cause dia memang know lots of stuff...which always stuns me cause lol...i finally find another guy who actually reads the newspaper other than me...=)

Careena Tan- LOl....the "microphone" of the group...== scary...yea i use to hate her...=P but as time goes on...i did find her kinda amusing....thou sometimes still irritating thou =P...(no hard feelings) but she is obssesed with hot angmo guys...==....the waiter in cibai(CIBO) =P the guy who works in the market...==

Chan Pak Yun(Brian Soetanto)- =P thought i missed yea huh? hahahaha =P....anyway...my PES xifu lol...good at PES but sucks at CS LOL...=P anyway Indo-mee maniac...the one and only indo guy in our group...=) anyway he is the guy you wanna play with...=) anyway he is another multi-talented-with-a-huge-ass-house but too bad...== he lack one thing maturity...=P....niahahaha...but he can seriously draw...anyway lol...he is a damn slacker like mE! =P always ask me how to cook this and how to cook that end up ask for fun only..=P come on soetanto gimme some results LOL...

Chia Kah Ying- lol...er...A.k.a Jamie...lol...or lamer...hahah my next door neighbour(who got irritated by the bass =P)...lol...who is as blur as serene teh...but she is bloody healthy...lol..imagine spaghetti without sauce...O_O....or should i say spaghetti kosong...lol anyway she is a LEO! LOL...or used to...== lol...about the health issue..lol...she sleeps at 12am on weekdays and 2am on weekdays...==...yes you can say she is abnormal too =P anyway she can provide you with the lamerest+coldest jokes ever in history!!! serious...LOL....

Chiewy <3- my evil twin's gay partner hahahahaha =P anyway he is the boss of our group lol the one who can always give good advices if you really need them and only will give you when he really thinks you need them but....yes ppl this is another rich ass talented (thou he dun really use it that much) LOL guy...==...lol...the tallest in the group and the guy with the longest and most shopping receipt(1st sem lar) lol....yea he spent like 1k on a jacket LOL....anyway he is the current-most-frequent cook of the group...anyway he is the one who FEEDS eugenie with food and yakult LOL.....good guy to talk to...=) always look forward to introduce him to D and others =)

Cheah Ming Khai- never really got close to him =P but he is back in malaysia now...=) from what i heard from the others he is really a nice fren to befriend with...=( sadly i missed my chance awhhh

Euuuuugenie- lol...seriously i've no idea how i met this lil thing here...=P...but yea....she is the 24/7 yang-dibuli one...hahaha....anyway she is jasmine's disciple as well...=) she is nice....to be bullied...hahaha anyway...she is kinda soft at SOME points but defitnately not during the retaliation act by her towards chiew hahaha...anyway as quoted by Jamie...she it the forever food queen in our group lol....anyway she like the stupid monkey icon alot...== and her bears always kena curi...now her stupid big white bear is with me... thanks to soph..==...

Jasmine LEE- my 2nd lil-white-lab-rat ok ok ignore the lil and whit ok? LOL...Lab-RAT who always find my food nice although sometimes i think memang tak boleh makan...number one majlis bandaraya of the seconds->minute->hour->day->month->year->forever LOL....anyway if i ever cannot find a job she says she is gonna hire me as her cook...WOOHOO...=)...lol...she is one of the most hardworking girl i ever met in my life she can like study till 5am than next day 8am class...scary shit....anyway she tends to be emo sometimes....and when she is having a bad mood she tends to eat...LOL....ever wonder why Eugenie's the food queen? cause jas is the food goddess LOL....anyway she is kinda like the dai ga jie of the group lol...

Leung Kar Hong(philip)- =O....xD....yea he is the mytical evil twin of mine...== who actually have everything in common with me other than a few minor stuff such as.....i'm more handsome larrr =P I suck at soccer and he is good at it lar....he is kinda smarter than me lar....and he is one year older than me...other than that i think we're kinda similar in all aspects.....lol...==...

Mich the pig- yes the only non-human in the group...don't be shock fellow humans...the alien pig race is not here to invade us...=) but they come in peace LOL.....anyway she is a very good piano player and yea she is jasmine's pet alien....wonder why? she actually came up with the idea of not eating dinner but eat chips can diet eh....WALAO eh.....may be the PIg culture lar...=P nobody knows...=)....lol....its quite hard to understand them you see....=P....anyway she can really laugh...and she is a weak drinker...==...LOL....

Priscilla PAN opss PHAN!- er she is the type of girl who will give you the dulan look because you did something she don't like LOL....or against her will but she is a very nice fren to be with. Anyway one of the only 3 "old" malaysian i know from the past LOL....

Serene Teh- my dumbo pingu, fanshu, penguine sister....=P...yes this is the girl which i've been texting, chatted with, studied with for the past 1,2,3,4,5 YEARS! OMIGOSH LOL....anyway i still remember the first day i knew her i called her and we chatted for about 2 hours++ LOL from that day onwards we started our adventure as the Smart-brother-dumb-sister adventure...=)...niahahha anyway she is kinda like my secret keeper number one hahaha....so yea...ppl torture her so that she'll reveal my secrets...=) haha one of the best fren and one of the many person i knew and met in my life which i'll never regret to get so close to her...=)....

Sophia Mah- er...lol...one of the girl-ish girl ever in my life and one of the book-wormish girl i ever met too, and she is obsessed with the fluffy lil gray teddy.=) of cause you people know what happened between me and her...=)...anyway she is sleeping like a pig on the bed now...==...hugging the dumb mushroom which i won in Royal adelaide show LOL...

anyway i'm too lazy to post any photos LOL so pls refer to Jamie and serene's blog for photos...=)..

zhaofarn

2009-08-22T10:50:00.000-07:00

yes...people finally another post...
hahaha...
lamanya since i last updated...
anyway...life's been great suppose...
ntg really special happened
other than my birthday...
thanks people for celebrating mua birthday and everyone who wished me
er...especially gor =)
thanks la for organizing the thing...=)

anyway made my own curry paste today hahahha serious shit than i made my own curry mee...shall upload the photo when I recover my long lost sony ericsson cable...==
been sleeping lots and lots and lots this days....
=X...

and guess what? parents gonna come in a couple of weeks time hahahahhaha
lol...
anyway took lots of pictures but my camera is with gor..== so gonna upload them pretttyyy soon...or i am just gonna past it to ser...=)

been reading lots of ghost stories lately...=X

anyway gotta sleep...wheeee
nights people....=)

Dukkkk

2009-07-16T10:44:00.000-07:00

er mind my title...its suppose to be Dullll...LOL...er watever...
lazy to change...=P
anyway....
En jun will be leaving SOooonnnn...Owhhhhh =(
IN case you ppl have no idea who it is....
here is a picture of him!

Oh wait...thats me...=P...xD...
sorry...
er here..

goodbye DUDE...=) though i'll be leaving first..=P
i won't get to see this guy for the next twelve months...=(...
bye...though i'm gonna see you again tonight LOL
~>zhao farn...

N-O M-A-T-T-E-R W-H-A-T I-T I-S....

2009-07-13T12:40:00.000-07:00

I looked outside...
the first thing i noticed..
I am sweating all over...
I turned on the bloody aircond without opening my eyes
but after awhile I noticed...I AM NOT IN ADELAIDE...
I stand up, after around 6 years staying in this room
I never noticed my room had changed so much
I,
Looked at the air soft guns dad bought me throughout the years
Looked at the pikachu i threw at bro halfway sleep walking or jumping...
Looked at the photos....
Looked at the big ultraman and the map i drew of the fantasy world i created
Looked at all the novels i bought...
Looked at the curtains...
Looked through my highschool textbooks and the funny drawings inside
Looked at the poster of John Terry and beckham( which is full of bullet holes)
I even found a piece of paper which is full of writings by me,D,Foo,Vince and luke
the paper's from way back...suppose form 2 or 3, during puan chaw's tuition...
and i even found the pokeman toys which i use to play with...
but at last.... one thing
one thing that,
I can't help but noticed...
this is no longer my place...
no longer the place i use to locked myself in and cried over stupid relation breakups, poor results , arguments....
no longer the place i call MY personal space,
no longer the place i wanted to stay in and think of my future,
no longer the place mom nagged me and bro for fighting...
may be this is part of the growing stage...
I don't know
...or may be one day when i wake up and realize
damn..this is my room again...

dammit...

bro's right...i woke up the next day and asked myself....why the hell am i here...

yea...KY said we should feel happy cause we are back...cause we can be with our family...yeah she memang ada point...

but other than that...why am I here?
frens all chiao edi although they did came back....=) thanks ppl...but what about weekdays? ==...
the million dollar question...==...

anyway happy belated birthday to EUUuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu the short dumbo...

Chiao...
Rice....=)...

Oh welll

2009-06-25T12:58:00.000-07:00

Everyone called me a saint when i helped the poor...
They called me a communist when i asked why the poor are poor...
- some communist fella

first of all... before i start this post
Ming khai....

Good luck mate...=)....

He chiaoed this afternoon...
back to MA Lay Si Ya....

the photo i took with him i think its with jamie...

=P watever it is mate....you already picked a choice...there is no way back eh? good luck...=)

ok ok back to the main character...which is
*fanfare*
ME!...=)

oh well....I kena-ed criticize when i posted my relationship with Yoshi....
but how come when my brother admitted that his gay partner is Barney the purple dino
macam everyone support him seje?...

anyway....since mom sent my DSLR without my charger...so yea...its been long since i took some decent high quality pictures...nt that i'm saying i'm a very good photographer compared to D or choong yang.... but yea...i loveeee taking pictures....anyway the main point is....there won't be any pics in this blog...so if you hate long posts with words....so i advice you click the cross icon on the upper right corner of your window now...=) thanks....

anyway...Life in adelaide had been good i guess...other than dear old lame ming khai left us....
when I am alone which is now(soph's asleep) I think alot... (thats why i hate being alone)
It kept me wondered and bothered
what will happen to us?my gang of friends here in adelaide and those back in malaysia...eventually everyone have to follow their own path....to different courses...different uni..different states....and even a different country....(though i have a feeling phillip that bastard gonna stick with me for awhile...stop following me you idiot!)....
afterall, this is life aight? someone have to make decisions... decides...plan....
this is life....not that i'm saying after our eventual separation we'll never gonna be friends anymore...but this changed my view on life...
Appreciate
Love
Enjoy

afterall, Life's not that long....
they say i'm having the best time of my life....not that i disagrees....but why must it be now? In the next session I am going to talk about my past ambitions...this is the first time ever...other than people who are very close to me knew this....

have you people ever wonder, whats gonna be in ten years time when you are 10 years old? or every five years? yea...i do...i use to dream that I'll end up somewhere in europe for college but instead...i am in adelaide now....i use to dream that I'll do very well in secondary school....and yet i did not...and guess what? last time i always wanted to be a historian...I worked hard for it....but during form 2 or 3 when i told mom about my ambition...just a mere sentence shut me up..."you think, you'll earn money after you graduate??" After much thought i gave up my ambition...altough i did get an A in history...=P cause it is the only subject i studied during SPM....so i changed ambition...i tried to imagine myself as a pshychologist...i did tell mom and dad about this new found ambition....they agreed.....for some reason....i changed my mind AGAIN...Guess why i gave up this ambition...its because of the eventual break up with one of my girlfriend...she told me...I am too childish for her...this changed my view towards myself(nt that i'm saying i am nt childish not=____=).and for some weird reason the third cita-cita of mine....I told my parents i want to be in the military....at first...mom's reaction's something like this =O...yeah the "wat the fuck is my son thinking" reaction...but after she discussed it with dad...they told me...they will give me what i want but in one condition...I can never fuck up in studies anymore...means no more hanging out with friends...no more drinking...no more yum chas...and that i have to quit leo.....because they told me if i want to get into the royal military college....i'm gonna need a very good result....after much thought...i decided not to give up everything just for this dumb ambition of mine...(anyway...when D first knew this...his first two words are COOL man! =P". Soon after that....I thought of many other possible route....when dad was fetching me to tuition one night i told him i want to be a chef...this idea of mine kena shot down instantly...lol....faster than Hsien han come running for me for the stupid america football....(but seriously he is fast for his size)....=P....yea...so i finally gave up on all stupid dreams...and here i am...doing a commerce foundation studies....my parent's happy...I am happy (due to the light workload)....but something just feel not right...2 reasons....i feel very left out among my friends....3 quarters of them are doing engineering foundations or science foundations...even chee yong...==....another thing is that.... i had been right all along...I can cook!....this is the main reason.....

This few days when mom called me....i kept telling her...i cooked this and cooked that...and hoped that she'll say..."OOOO really? why not stop wat you are doing now and enroll into LCB?"....but i know its impossible....like wat Dad told gor gor about his restaurant ambition "do you think you can send your children to other country if you are a cook?".....yeah dad's always right in some sense....==....dad and mom just want their children to be rich and successful ain't it? May be this is just my life...SO what's gonna be it in ten years time from now on? TMCK(family business)....my own company? gonna work my ass out for other people? sheesh...life's not that long to change it...

so...what's gonna be it?

anyway....off to bed

Zhao_farn

My new partner....=)

2009-06-07T02:43:00.000-07:00

lalala....=)...I am bored...cause everyone is busy with their Work....langsung potong steam...==...

pic pic pic picsssssssssss....=)...

me and my new companion....

introducing my DARLINGGGGGGGGGG....=)....

steady lar...coming out

coming....coming...~~

there he is good ol'yoshi

he is a shy person....

photo shoot take 1...

as i have told you guys earlier on...he is very shy....he refused to look at the camera...==

photo shoot 2...

ciibai....==....he looked another way...HE TRICKED ME....dammit....

photo shoot take 3....==...

finally.....phew~....anyway you ppl remember this bear?

yea....this is the one....==

fugly....BUT LOOK WAT I FOUND OUT WHEN I RETURNED TO MY ROOM THAT DAY!

AT FIRST....they were kissing....

than....

things got hotted....

than

OMFG....that efing bear seduces my darling yoshiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

=)...anyway....gtg...chiao...dinner...=)

~>zhao_farn

XD

2009-01-11T04:19:00.000-08:00

whee?...yea...blogspot is lotsa faster....lol...

2008-06-05T05:37:00.001-07:00

heh...I changed back to xanga once again..=P....so here is the url
http://www.xanga.com/czf123

Oh~

2008-01-10T05:34:00.000-08:00

er...my whole body is like freaking painful cause i went for polo today...oh gosh...=.=!....nah its ok...haha....er....browse through lots and lots of blog...haha...and i read most of kenny sia's blog..which i think its SUPER funny haha...good la wei....

anyway....skipped tuition just now...ahahaha...cause i'm just too freakin tired...lol...

i'm alone now...cause my parents went to K.L cause my bro is coming back...(0.0).....omg....hell ya....lol...nvm...haha...i think i'm gonna sleep early today haha...cause i'm just too tired...Zzzzz...changed of plans....i'm gonna sleep now...nights

Zzz

2008-01-09T03:35:00.000-08:00

i'm freaking Tired now...=.=!!...and now i'm going to another tuition again...sheesh..gonna update later...

-out-

~>z

Another Emo day

2008-01-08T07:31:00.000-08:00

yeah i find myself had been posting emo blogs recently( i mean my old blog)...=.=!...and honestly i dun really enjoy it much...cause i'm kinda like emo these days....oh god....lol...nevermind...at least when i'm emo i still can laugh ma...hahaha...nah..its ok..so i'm gonna make my blog more interesting...lol...so er...i change to blogger.com and oh...honestly...i changed it for FUN....lol....cause i'm too boring and i wanna set up a new blog..thats my reason..i think? lol...oh haha...ok...anyway...tommorow is gonna be another school day....WHEE....school day and i hate it....sheesh.....i'm tired of schooldays...i'm like one of the last chungs who is still going to school...man...i hate this...lol....and oh...before i forget...ITS MY FREAKING SPM THIS YEAR....spm or O-level...watever...i have to excel in this exam if not...i'm gonna be D-E-A-D.....haha....at least this is wat i think...haha..anyway...today after school went to the house meeting..and oh god....how i hate the freakin captain....shit face retard...and er.. anyway our secretary is kinda cute...lol...but come'on she is just OK...to me...haha...after my house meeting went to shan deng for lunch...lol...went there met up with the dudes...and crapped...lol....and how i pity loong...ahahaha....its like whole gang of us form five boys and he alone form three...lol..come'on...haha....anyway....mom fetched us home cause i can't call my driver..so fine....came back...washed up...dota for awhile...ro for awhile....finish my homework and i managed to finished them...muahahaha...had dinner...after that dota again...thats alll i think? lol....oh fine...haha...ok ok...

anyway...one of the MCA ppl got caught having his ex vice-chairman's porn video...ahahaha..omg...lol....sendiri orang pun mau macam ini...lol...and he was jailed lol....actually i'm kinda like pity our health minister...lol...he is like so innocent...so clean until this porn thing came out....lol....and i remember how me and my cousins laughed when we read the newspaper's frontpage..."I'm the man.." lol....omg i was like...WOW....HE IS SO FREAKIN HONEST...haha...this is a compliment okay? lol.....its a good thing la...at least he admitted it...if its me....i dunno ar....kena tangkap..somemore video leh....hahaha....i'm gonna die....ok anyway its gonna be twelve and i gotta sleep now...gonna blog again tommorow....

~>Z

Hey...this is gonna be my official blog

2008-01-08T06:59:00.000-08:00

ok...er...i'm gonna change my blog from xanga to here i think...but i'll still be using xanga too...er...this is my first blog post? oh...no no...go check out my oldblog...http://www.xanga.com/czf123/.....i had been blogging since two years ago...haha...